Just An Update

I am very pleased with myself right now. I am redoing my Wattpad page. I have decided to post my poems as if they were a book. I am also going to be posting my songs too. I am nervous about it, but I’m sure everything will be fine. I am proud to see how the NaNo Hop has made things better. I am very thankful for all the new followers I have. I love all of you and I commend you on the journey we have taken together. Writing a novel is not easy and being able to try and do it in one month is definitely not easy. It’s still fun to try though.
I am glad we have a place where we can each share some of ourselves. Congratulations to everyone who participated in NaNoWriMo. It taught me a great deal. I think I will be doing it again in April. I just have to work out what I’m going to write about.

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Thankful

I am feeling thankful today. I am glad I have God and my family in my life. I’m actually glad to be alive. I donated $20 to a lady who was trying to earn money for children in other countries. I was very happy to do it. I know there could be a possibility where something will happen to me, and I could end up with nothing. I think it’s great we can actually give to others. I know I have been out of the loop on music of the now, and the fact. “I’m getting old.” Yet, I have noticed this world is still dealing with the racism. It sucks that it’s going on.
I guess they forgot what Martin Luther King Jr. wanted. I am glad for his I Have a Dream speech. There are so many people I have looked up to who are black and white. I love the person I am. I love that I am black and we have a history. There is a ton of things to find out. I just hope one day it will all be squashed and we can live in peace. Of course there were many people who died for us to have what we do. We have the power to change the world and all we can do is complain. Black lives do matter and so do everyone else’s. I have come to know a lot in my short life. I’m not saying everyone is racist, but you got to know Blacks deserve to be here just as much as whites.
The old ways were fine back then. It doesn’t mean we need to bring it back. I don’t think they need to be banning certain books about color. They really shouldn’t be trying to ban the Bible. It really bothered me the other day when I was on my lunch break and saw them talking about it on The Real. I just hope if even though you don’t like me, you can relate to the words I have said.

I’m Trying

Well, I have been pretty busy. I was even busy during NaNoWriMo. Things have been pretty good. I have managed to find myself single again. Even with that, I am still standing tall. I am still working and trying to get myself together. I still mess up, yet it’s not everyday. I am glad about that. The editing of my story is being easy. I think it’s easy because I was doing some editing as I was writing. I was glad I got to 50,000 words. I just hope I can keep up with myself. There is a ton of things I want to get done. I’m just hoping I can do it all.

Just….

Happy Thanksgiving everyone! It’s been a great day. I have eaten a whole lot today. I am still adding onto my novel. I want it to be good. I don’t want to feel like I left anything out. This story is supposed to make me feel even better than most of the other ones I have written. The whole story pulls you in. That just may be my opinion. I just want to see something great come out of it. I wonder if maybe I am trying too much. I know that happens a lot. Well, at least I have said all my piece in it. I love knowing I have gotten this far in my writing to do this. It doesn’t mean I am done yet. It’s just been some time since I wrote my last autobiography.

Sweet Victory

I have made it to fifty thousand words. I am very proud of myself. I know I need to add a little bit more to my story. Yet, other than that, my story is finished. I am going to transfer it to notebook like all the others. I know all the editing won’t be as hard this time. I have been going nuts with this story. To know I have gotten this far, really makes a big difference to me. I am going to come up with another story for next year. I am going to keep going through with NaNoWriMo. I love the rush of going nuts. It makes it more fun when I finish.

What to Say

I have been writing for so long. I have been writing journals, and creating stories from the experiences in my life. I know it doesn’t make me a writer. Of course writing is what makes a writer, a writer. I love being able to put my thoughts on paper. I love being able to create. I am just having some trouble getting to 50,000 words this time. I think it’s the fact I’m writing an autobiography. With this story it seems as if I have put everything I can possibly say about my life on this piece. I know there is so much more I can say. I just don’t get why none of it is coming out right. I just want it to flow from my fingers onto the page.
For some reason it’s not happening that way.

Understand

Hey there everyone. I know I haven’t been posting much. I have started NaNoWriMo. I am doing really good right now. It’s only 10 days in, and I have already reached 38,000 words. I am hoping this story will help me let go of some steam. I have been going through the motions. I don’t know what’s going on inside my head anymore. I know at some point, I might figure it out. Right now I don’t have a clue and I think it’s okay. It’s only okay because I am still standing and going to work everyday. With going to work, I know I need to try and stay sharp, so I can work. I have gotten used to waking up and going. I know it may sound stupid, me saying it.
I’ve just had to take in day light savings time ending. Since it’s over, I am adjusting, and I am still going crazy inside. I think it’s because all those thoughts I have been trying to forget are coming up to the front. I am sure things will work out soon enough.